Haven't blogged in a while but I figured that of all days today is a good day to blog! I learned something about a friend of mine. I had been bothering him to hang out and hang out....today we finally did. I learned just what I needed to know about him. I learned the purpose of why God pushed me so hard towards him. Trust and Faith isn't something that is entered into lightly when you accept God into your life. It teaches you something about what you are missing in life and in relationships of present and past. God teaches you lessons and those lessons are absolutely amazing at times. I knew that I could learn so much from my friend but I wasn't aware that he could learn a lot from me as well. I think that this friendship is going to blossom and bloom into something great! Two good hearted Godly people learning amazing things from each other. The world simply needs people to Love one another and do it selflessly. We don't do this sort of thing to get something out of it, we do it to show people that they aren't alone in the world.
This brings me to my other part of my day. Pastor Doug said that we should mend relationships that are broken or bruised and learn that today is a great day to start this. So I went to my moms and I asked her if we could have a mother daughter day once a month. At first she literally told me, "Are you asking me to commit to a time, cuz I am busy and I don't know if i could do that!" It hurt my heart to hear that, but I just repeated to myself "all you can do is try"....she said yes and that she would love that. It's absolutely true, if we want to love and be loved we must try and try again. We may not get through to the people we care about by beating around the bush, but we can always use that last resort and simply be blunt and ask or tell.
Today I learned a lot and it was all good. I know now that no matter what I want I need to always pray to God and ask him to light my way and I also need to be blunt and go for it when God speaks to me! Sometimes he whispers, but we still hear all he has to say to us. He is amazing and will always bring what you need in life in due time. I am no longer skeptical of the way he works. I know that his love is unconditional and that I need to work on mine so that mine is as well. I have wonderful friends and family and a fantastic support group! Life is good and it is only going to get better!
1 John 4:8, " Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." This is my favorite verse from the bible. It is simply true and it is where love begins...through God!
God Bless <3
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