Realizations...

Have you ever been somewhere and said to yourself "yup this is the place I am supposed to be"....I was there this weekend. Not only did I find a church that I want to give a good shot, but I also had that image flash in my mind of a location for other things that come in the future. Not that this is what is on my mind but it's what I thought about while sitting there listening to the pastor preach. The church still had pews and everything and I love that in a church. Through the windows I could hear the kids playing outside and I just had this calming and comforting feeling like that is where I am supposed to be at. He said so much that hit me and really stuck, but so did his awesome joke that I had heard just the week before from an equally awesome guy! :)

I also hung out with 3 wonderful kids! We had TONS of fun! I had to get a little stern with them but I didn't do it cuz I was mad, I did it cuz I saw things getting out of control and I didn't want anyone getting hurt or the fun and games and jokes going too far. Isn't that what adults are for? We have all been in these situations before and adults nag for you to stop so nobody gets hurt right?! Well looking back, eventhough it was fun, sometimes you wish you just would've stopped before things went too far. Anyway, the whole point of this is that I loved having those kids over. I loved having a house full of kids! So the urge to have kids got a little stronger. Now I know they are a lot of work and responsibility and I am not ready just yet, but I do have a stronger urge for them. That motherly instinct is kicking in and I am experiencing that nurturing urge more often. I'd love to babysit babies so anyone who knows of new mothers who need a break PLEASE send them my way! I have always loved kids and now I finally feel like I am getting to a place where I am ready for my own. Like I said, not right this minute but I am getting there.

I am at a place in my life where I'd rather sit at home with my family on my time off than go out and party my life away. I know to some people this sounds crazy but it's all I've ever wanted....a family of my own!  Ok I need to work now...more to come later!

Psalm 127:3 "Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, The fruit of the womb is a reward."

Psalm 139:13 "You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mothers womb."

Proverbs 18:22 "He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord."

God Bless <3 <3