Not to be Redundant...

So I have had many people ask me how I find the energy to do what I do everyday. How is it that I have such a positive outlook on life lately? Well simply put it's God. I always say, now I'm not going all Godly on you but this is why and how. I am not bible thumping or shoving it down anyones throats. I am not saying that my way of life is the only way either. I am simply stating that this is what worked for me. This is what I needed and was missing in my life.

Now part of what helped was that I created a routine for myself. I wake up early, go walking, make lunch and breakfast, brew the coffee and get ready. Sometimes I even get to sneak in a little bit of The Costby Show or the News. Mostly it is just refreshing to have all my daily goals met. I work, do schoolwork, church (which I am becoming more involved in) and I try to do one on one meetings with my friend Britney. I have another prospect that God wants me to learn from as well, but he is a little shy. So I am being patient. I am not pushing anyone into anything.

The biggest thing I learned was that I needed to turn all my worry over to God. He will listen to my hearts desires, my prayers and he will work it into his plan of lighting my path if that is where it belongs. If it doesn't belong then he will simply let the prayer go unanswered and leave it be. He knows what is best for his children. He knows us from the inside out and he will never fail us. God is always beside us and when we see only one set of footprints, that is when he carried us.

This life that we live cannot be lived on our own. We must seek him in order to gain grace, wisdom and knowledge. He will save us by grace through faith. Our undending faith is what will bring our relationship with God even deeper. He is amazing! Not everyone believes that but it is certianly true. I know many friends who worry a lot and always repeat the same question, "Why me?" I listen to what is wrong in their lives and can't seem to understand why people don't see the obvious. Change comes from within oneself. You can't go on doing the same thing and expecting different results. It just doesn't work out.

My life is good, I am happy and I am meeting my goals early. I pray about anything and everything in my life, and I don't think it's weird either. I like it and I am glad that God has sought me out. He gave me an amazing gift and I wouldn't trade it for the world.

It is now bedtime.! Night everyone and God Bless!